okay..this week also specialised to do proposal for research thing..my group(me,iqa,ing soon and lily) we are about to kill cats and watch types of flies would come to the carcass..(of course it create a lot of issues with animal lover but sory guy..this is what you called as research.haha..one of ways making thing impossible to possble) Luckily we fin our proposal on tuesday and nothing went wrong ..hahah
during holiday i got nothing to do except bangun tido,mandi go for g n c class and mandi n gudnyt everyone..tido for 12 hours memang syiok..hahaha..especially im getting used to it.well theres nothing to do also maa..
Well,there`s some thing i regret during the holiday..feeling so wasteful jer..got lesen but no car to drive around..got a lot of shopping complex but no money to spend for it..mmostly got boyfriend who happpens to have car,money but no time to cari me..because like i said about the timetable earlier..when im free,thats when he busy mcm businessman..couldnt blame him..since he also got a lot of hard time becoz of me..(remember jes dont be so bengkeng and dont buat those puppy sad voice okay!!)..wish i could turn back the time and done something to make things better..(really!!)..im sorry bie..huhu
nowaday im becoming more cautious of what i say,what i do,and try to behave like not the demand type..the result=im becoming more quiet and quickly end up the conversation trying to fight back my tears..its hard to talk with bitter memory and bitter heart..no matter how we try to cheer up the situation,i still remembered the other side of him..which makes me scared to do anything like before..owh god puhlease erase the bad memory of him..i want to be like in 365 days before..where both of us try so hard to win each others heart eventhough we know we belong together..too bad..
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