Suicidal case of Late Sachess Qaspie

yes,it is pathetic that im writing on April Fool for the first post of 2011!! it is just that i cant stand being on holiday..yeah,whats wrong with me when it comes to holiday..idk..idk..

2 days ago,UNIMAS was surely shocked to find a 21yo ,m,indian,sabah..JUMP!! to his death at the middle of the unimas bridge..to make this jump fatal,he put some bricks inside his backpack to ensure no coming back to the surface..and he did wrote some of his pre-death syndrome story at his blog,he even smsed his friend ,he WENT to his last lecture that morning..and NOBODY noticed whats wrong with him!!!

but after his death,i think his popularity jumped 1000%..suddenly all nearly 10k unimas student know his name,already assumption why he died spread and trust me,some those symphatized student still able to post at fb saying "if he came to me and told me his problem,he wont have to die"..are you kidding me???WTF??its like he blamed the victim for not looking for him..sorry mister,you are not sincere enough to be someone's shoulder to rely on..

but,i REALLY admire him and respect him (the victim of course!!) that he able to accomplish his suicidal mission.am i being cruel here?well,all of us (might that you who read this) have undergone various states of depression in our life that suicidal thought appeared but somehow first, we just say it aloud that we want to die but as you know,it is just a figure of speech,second we all are coward to do it..and when that deppresion states gone,we praised ourselves that we passed the worst scenario and not taking any fool step in which we jump and died or hang ourselves or slash th wrist blablabla ..do you see here,we blame the step to be a fool step just because we too coward to do it...and because of that,i salute the him for not saying it is a fool step and just go with it..

yes,yes..he might went to hell since suicidal is very wrong in every religion..but he as far as i know regained blessing and symphaty from all of those people who know him before and after the incident ..thanks to media for spreading and increasing the blessing anyway..

so this post is dedicate to late Sachess Qaspie..you are a hero in your own world..you opened a lot of eyes and minds with your action..you are the one where i would proudly to say "YOU DID IT!!"..may you rest in peace ..